Current thoughts...

I will never forgive myself for letting someone's love slip away. I have to stop blaming it on others and put the blame squarely on myself. Love is a very valuable, very rare thing. I was a fool for thinking that it wasn't that special and that I would be able to find it again easily. I took love for granted. The worst thing you could possibly do. Hell I don't even love myself, so it's amazing that someone else did. Now I get to sit around and wonder how different things could and would be if I knew then what I know now. It sucks. I let my pride get in the way. Sometimes I was too prideful to forgive you, others I was too prideful to admit that I was wrong. Pride and love do not get along. I understand that now, I just hope that one day I'll have the opportunity to love again and do things right. I know I would definitely not take it for granted the second time around...