Long rant, that nobody is probably going to even read...

            Let me start this out by simply stating that I'm soo tired of being single. I really do not care what you say or how you feel about me, I just want to love somebody. All I want is to care about somebody and for somebody to care about me back. I just want someone to actually have an interest in what I do. I want to have small, petty fights about things that don't matter just because we care so much. I want to have someone I can call and talk to about things instead of having to blog. I want someone I can have pretend, fake fights with. I want someone I can sit on the couch and cuddle with and watch movies all night instead of going out to the club. I want someone who makes me laugh without even trying. I want to wake up everyday knowing that I have somebody there for me. I want someone who enjoys random piggy back rides. I want someone who knows me better than I know myself and knows how to make me smile when I'm upset. I want someone who understands I'm not perfect. I want someone to spoil. I want a best friend.
             Sometimes I feel like I'm trying too hard and other days I feel I'm destined to be alone. I really hope the second part isn't true....Now you can make fun of me for saying of all of this, that's fine. Apparently in the world we live in today it's humorous/pathetic when people decide to display genuine emotion. I honestly couldn't care less. I'm saying exactly how I feel and exactly what's on my mind. So if that makes gay, weird, pathetic, or humorous then so be it. I'm tired of putting up a false image of things. This is me, this is my feelings and opinions. Not yours...I honestly don't know why I'm ranting right now when no one is even going to read this. Oh well.....