Well today was a little better. I didn't have the urge to text her until like 30 minutes after I woke up, which is slightly better than wanting to immediately like I normally do. Letting go of something or someone meaningful is a slow procedure though. Baby steps are better than no steps at all, right? I love how I asked that like people actually read this haha. Anyways, the only thing I'm scared of is that when I finally get over her she's going to start missing me and suck me back into this cycle she likes to put me through. I know that it seems like a stretch right now but it is funny how frequently it happens. As soon as you get over someone that person immediately and randomly calls/texts you just to discuss how they miss you. Why do people wait until they push someone out of their life before they realize that they care for them? That's one of many things I'll never understand.
I think I'm going to keep this post relatively short. I pretty much covered everything last and I don't really feel like being redundant. See ya soon.
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